See, I don't know...I'm probably gonna get flamed for saying this, but I can kind of still see where Sam's coming from, because Dean kind of is a burden right now. And I LOVE Dean. You know I do. I still do. And I'm still probably more of a Dean girl. But I can see why Sam's frustrated, because they're up against the apocalypse, and they need to get their shit together and get moving to try to stop it. It's just like he said in the car at the beginning of the episode, Dean needs to get angry, and forget about being tired. Which...it sucks, because obviously Dean has every right to be a tired mess, with what he's been through. And I think part of Sam wants to be sympathetic about that, because, dude, HELL. But, as horrible as all of that is for Dean, Sam's still looking at the bigger picture, and kind of wants Dean to be more motivated about this whole thing, because if he's not, then, you know...end of the world, and they probably all end up in Hell, anyway. It's actually a lot of pressure on Sam, now that I think about it, because he's sort of trying to get this all done on his own. In a way, they both feel like they have the whole world riding on their shoulders. Dean does, because, shit, he broke the first seal, and now he's supposed to be the only who can stop this thing. And Sam does, because Dean's all messed up from Hell and ready to drop out, so he's gotta get his powers going and take care of shit on his own. I think he's kind of desperate to fix things so that maybe he and Dean can actually have somewhat normal lives one day, because he's said he doesn't want them to be doing this when they're old as hell, and he obviously doesn't want them dead, which, Dean was all, "It's either this forever, or dead."
But, of course, it's probably not going to end well for Sam...or either of them. Because the powers are supposed to be very, very bad. Even though they're totally badass, and he's a pretty useful tool in this war right now, since, crap, even angels are getting shanked. But I'm sure that'll change. :( I kind of wonder if, even if Sam didn't go completely darkside, and actually helped, and they won and everything...if Sam would still end up in Hell, because he's so full of demon blood. Because that would be really ridiculously sad.
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Date: 2009-03-20 09:33 pm (UTC)But, of course, it's probably not going to end well for Sam...or either of them. Because the powers are supposed to be very, very bad. Even though they're totally badass, and he's a pretty useful tool in this war right now, since, crap, even angels are getting shanked. But I'm sure that'll change. :( I kind of wonder if, even if Sam didn't go completely darkside, and actually helped, and they won and everything...if Sam would still end up in Hell, because he's so full of demon blood. Because that would be really ridiculously sad.
...Dude, their lives suck. :(